Dont you hate the way people dont know how you feel
they cant ever see the inside of your head
they dont know what is boiling in there
that would be one of my wishes, If I believed in wishes; to have everyone read my thoughts...
not as a cruel kind of torture to them, but just in the sense that I wouldnt feel so isolated.
with people judging you all the time, it might push you to work harder
with yourself as a judge you have to live up to your own expectations..
I think some people have very high expectations of themselves, and others have problems in this area
If this assumption is true, then I am one of the ones with problems...
I heard somewhere, that thinking about how we came to be, and what we are, to deeply, is a disease, of the mind.
I thought the guy saying it was  a wack... but it seems sensible enough to me..
so really we cant question the one thing that matters most to us, we can only probe on the outskirts of the question
I.E. looking for  life on other planets and such...
to think about it too deeply means you must realize that life is pretty amazing, and mysterious, and that you know absolutely nothing, that matters
But that doesnt really matter does it
you can always say that you are along for the ride, sailing along hoping for a free ride
I have found out that things dont usually work like that, possibly never, but im not in that sort of mood right now.
You can look at what I write in many different ways.. I leave it up to you.