here i go to another place
a place where nothing hurts
where nothing matters at all
a place where i can be myself
a place where i can live my life
without the world to crush my hopes
stifle my every desire
crush my thoughts
here i go
What would you think of me 
of what i have become
of what i will never be
of what i always am
down in this hole
i fell content
to live out my nothingness 
ungraced by your opinion
unscathed by your will
damn myself
I want to be
what you want me to be
i want to live, your life
i could take it all,
witout a second glance
throw it all away
love,peace,hate,anger
indescriminately
I want peace
i want love
i love hate
i hate war
i WILL be 
Does this fucking matter!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Am i worth the aluminum this is being written on
am i worth that much
can i live witout fear, 
can i be without being
can i belive without seeing
will i see what cannot be
will i die when i cannot die
FUCK time, i am immortal
the world has told me so
the world wants me to belive
i want to cease
i want to stop 
i want to be
kill me softly
no or never
give me answers
I will make a difference
i will become something
my life will have meaning
i will feel pride
i will be remembered
i will die forgotten
i will leave nothing
i will be wasted
there is somthing
taking me away
taking me forever
closing its firm grip
i will be here today
tomorrow will see me away
I once was alive, i once felt pain, i once felt everything, i once loved myself
NOMORE
ALL I WANT IS LOVE 
please love me *crying*
Realities "of a distant hope"